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everyone says i need to play nice. I kind of ruined that last night. Once I got that letter, I fell into that ugly shlum, that ugly gross feeling of depression, but it was different this time. I was on the phone with jeremy for 2 hours and 35 minutes writing her a letter back. it wasn't nice, and it wasn't mean, It was the Truth. Things are getting rediculous, and I am not willing to let it get to me as bad this was getting to me months ago. I want to live my life, and I will.
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I've been up for 19 hours by now. with a minimal amount of sleep the night before.
woke up at 7 to help kim.
couldnt keep awake, it was like torture. they have cats, so the allergies also no good.
stayed a little longer than i had thought.
didn't get to do the 'car revamp' thing i was plannin on.
I went to elaines everything was cool, but saw the engine temp gage going hi and low. thought that was weird.
it stopped by the time i hit 495.
awkwardness of seeing mike at linda's house.
car overheats on way back from us getting a bite to eat.
jerr calls his dad.
Car OVERHEATS AGAIN this time like mega overheat. it took more than 30 minutes to cool it down. it was rediculous.
i started my period, and got soooo upset.
that was my day...questions? too bad.
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click the cut for pics from the night out for my 21st birthday

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I'm proud to say I was the only one who didn't get effected really by the alcohol. well, i only had a couple. We had a fun night. it will have to happen again....

later!

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I'm enjoying a quiet day for myself. It's what i used to call a 'Lazy Day'. Last night i had a margarita with Jeremy, Rhiannon, and Greg. Yesterday I got auntie a great mothers day gift. It was a little jewelry box thing, with a heart that flipped open and had words inscripted, and we had a saying written on it too.. yeah it was good and went over well! we went to Papyrus to get a card for auntie. and i saw the mothers day ones, and found myself getting upset over the nice things they were saying, thinking about how much my mom has screwed me over. blahhh I'm going to have an enjoyable evening with jeremy while we watch spiderman 3 in the theater! weee. I need to keep my eye on the positive.
later.
kari
Current Location:
aunties
Current Mood:
indifferent indifferent
Current Music:
lawn mowers lament...
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these are from going out for my birthday. I had plans to go with mom, and notice how she wasn't there, yea she bailed on me...not the first time in my life...prolly wont be the last.

so I tried a mudslide, twas good i wanted to try a margarita but was not gunna do it unless i was at chilis with jeremy. oh well. yay for jeremy and dad pickinmg up what mom left off...yay I'm 21!!
Current Location:
aunties
Current Music:
elliott yamin....
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a couple pics from my bday thang, and from my new camera!!

Current Music:
elliott yamin....
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soo happy birthday micaela, well technically on wednesday happy bday, but who says I'll post.

so yeah not much is up...not much has changed.

kari

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had a fever of 100.4, well almost a fever. but that was my temp. Head is pounding. glad not at elaines. sleeping on a comfy surface, hooray. spinny spinny...umm i thinkn its time for bed
Current Music:
thump thump
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the light at the end of the tunnel is almost here.
making major lifestyle changes is fun, lets do it again.
Current Location:
auntie anitas
Current Music:
i dk the song
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so i broke down, this time i mean my car, on monday evening. i need a new alternator.
monday i also had 4 fillings on the lower left jaw.
monday i talked to mom, and was like dude, why didn't you call me instead of calling auntie anita? she hasn't been calling me since i had a fight with her a week ago.
Its officially been 2 weeks since i left.
i need to keep a better schedule for myself.
blahhhhhhh

I want to organize myself better.....here's to it, I shall try!

Later, kari

Current Location:
kris's, next to mz gabriella
Current Music:
bad day
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